Monthly Archive for June, 2006

Our Broken Democracy And A Case For Assassinating This president.

It happened again and everyone knew it. The 2004 election was fixed. I sat there and told people there was no way Kerry could win because the right would not allow it. I heard the exit poll numbers which are never off by the kind of margins they’d have had to be off for Bush to win, and yet I knew we didn’t live in a country that would allow George Bush to lose. And now enough evidence is in and indeed only someone with their head in the sand and with no conception of statistical relationships, facts, or evidence could support the idea that George Bush did not benefit from his second straight subversion of democracy and follow up to the coup de tat of 2000. I barely have the energy to write this because its just calls for so much more mental and emotional energy than this pathetic excuse for a democratic country deserves. But here goes nothing.

 

The evidence has been recounted in many places including leading Dem of the House Judicial Committee Rep Conyers report and is nicely and readably put together in this extensive article in the latest Rolling Stone.

(It’s long but worthwhile). I can’t recount it all here but I’ll hit on some of the low points starting with aforementioned exit polls. They’re never that wrong people. These things are gold Jerry. Gold! They’re used to monitor Third World elections to discern whether they were legitimate. Bush himself supported and paid for polling in the Ukraine using them to aid in the administrations desire to see Yuschenko lose.
From the Rolling Stone article:

But that same month, when exit polls revealed disturbing disparities in the U.S. election, the six media organizations that had commissioned the survey treated its very existence as an embarrassment. Instead of treating the discrepancies as a story meriting investigation, the networks scrubbed the offending results from their Web sites and substituted them with ”corrected” numbers that had been weighted, retroactively, to match the official vote count. Rather than finding fault with the election results, the mainstream media preferred to dismiss the polls as flawed.

Statisticians and experts can’t believe how the media ignored the blatant discrepencies that resulted in turnarounds that had odds like 1 in less than 144,000 and 1 in 666,000 for such drastic discrepencies of the Ohio turnaround combined with similarly large ones in Pennsylvania and Florida. And while the media trumpeted such injustices to denigrate other nations, they ignored results that warranted U.N. peacekeepers being brought in to save America from another gross injustice and fraud only a bit less subtle then what Sadaam used to pull off.

357,000 votes of an overwhelmingly democratic bent were uncounted in battleground state Ohio that was decided by about 118 k votes. 80,000 votes for Kerry were apparently counted for Bush. Of course Ohio was led by Secretary of State Kenny “Katherine Harris” Blackwell who also happened to be co chair of Bush’s re election committee. This guy was pretty blatant about his Bush-love and his hate for Kerry and, “In a ruling issued two weeks before the election, a federal judge rebuked Blackwell for seeking to ”accomplish the same result in Ohio in 2004 that occurred in Florida in 2000.””

He aided in purging 300,000 voters from the rolls by targeting newly registered people likely to have been recently mobilized by a Democratic registration movement that all reports had as far outpacing Republican efforts. Various methods were used to do this that included an illegal process called caging which basically involves mailing registration verification letters to voters they know aren’t at those addresses due to things like being homeless or away at college. THese and other targeted groups are of course largely democratic voters. These voters were also basically denied their right to challenge the governments challenge by having such challenge take place in ad hoc kangaroo courts set up a week or 2 before the election that the voters could not have even known about.

Many were still cleared to vote but received notices telling them otherwise that were not updated and so stayed away from polls.

On October 29th, a federal judge found that the Republican Party had violated the court orders from the Eighties that barred it from caging. ”The return of mail does not implicate fraud,” the court affirmed,(78) and the disenfranchisement effort illegally targeted ”precincts where minority voters predominate, interfering with and discouraging voters from voting in those districts.”

But they also stayed away from the polls due to documented police intimidation that made many feel they would be arrested if they tried to vote. This also went on in other states and besides the above intimidation included Republican strike forces threatening former convicts with telephone calls that kept them away. Blackwell also issued an illegal ruling rearding the stock type of the paper registrations must be on that disqualified tens of thousands of voters and made other efforts to ensure that the kind of registrations most likely to come from Dem’s were not processed as surely and readily as those from Republicans.

Republican groups brought in by the RNC were caught misusing and destroying Democratic registrations on more than one occasion. Blackwell also violated voting laws by making provisional ballots used mainly by people in lower income areas who move allot and vote democrat, harder to obtain. Again he was chastised by a judge and according to the RS article “made a speech in which he compared himself to Mohandas Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr. and the apostle Paul — saying that he’d rather go to jail than follow federal law.”

The Justice Dept behind Ashcroft went to bat for Blackwell to actually deny voters the right to vote, getting involved in such matters for the first time ever. And remember all those long lines that prevented so many people from voting. They were all in democratic precincts of course, causing delays in voting of up to 11 hours and approzimately 3% of voters to go home without voting. This was because of a calculated decision involving Blackwell and others to cut voter precincts and reduce the amount of voting machines in strategic areas.

Many of those who did make it through to vote reported that their Kerry votes went to Bush
While many of the techniques used to accomplish this were complex (read the article), sometimes it was just good old fashioned ballot stuffing and tampering as in

Clermont County, where optical scanners were used to tabulate votes, sworn affidavits by election observers given to the House Judiciary Committee describe ballots on which marks for Kerry were covered up with white stickers, while marks for Bush were filled in to replace them.

And if that’s not enough do you know about what happened in Warren County? Blackwell tried to keep reporters and election observers 100 feet away from polls, a decision that the Sixth Circuit called “an unconstitutional violation of the First Amendment” and that ”democracies die behind closed doors.”

But they found a way to count the vote in secret anyway GOP officials claimed there was a terrorist threat that demanded lockdown of all the administration building where votes were being tabulated in the hours after polls closed and the needed votes for a Bush win were being determined.

Of course they made it up as the FBI later confirmed.

An investigation by The Cincinnati Enquirer unearthed e-mails showing that the Republican plan to declare a terrorist alert had been in the works for eight days prior to the election. The late-night secrecy in Warren County recalls a classic trick: Results are held back until it’s determined how many votes the favored candidate needs to win, and the totals are then adjusted accordingly.

Blackwell is now being rewarded with a run at Governor of Ohio.

So once again the will of the American people were subverted by a party so in fear of them that they had to devise countless byzantine operations to keep its citizens down. A party that hides behind patriotism has once again proven their utter contempt for the building blocks of this country and the democratic process that they claim they went into Iraq to set up. Our country grows more and more complacent in its acceptance of dirty politicsthat have empowered the most ruthless and disreputable people to enter into the political arena and dominate it while our media nods in wonder.

2 elections over and the outcomes clearly and undisputedly in great doubt, if not clearly mistaken and we know too well the consequences. The Kennedy’s (of whom John most probably rigged an election as well), and Martin Luther King must die for their poliltics but Bush never faces an assassination attempt? Maybe that’s because liberal opposition doesn’t resort to such tactics but if ever any man deserved to die in office it is this wretched quasi-dictator who has been given everything he has ever had. It’s quite possible he is not even aware of the depths that those around him have gone to to aid him but he knows their characters and must pay the price for choosing him. Karl Rove and Dick Cheney are probably more evil and more responsible for getting Bush elected and carrying out the self-serving policies we’ve seen instituted the past 6 years, but Bush has accepted the mantle to stand as symbol in his chosen role. for that choice he must take on all responsiblity and consequences. And for that, and I mean this in all seriousness, he deserves to die in office.

I’m not encouraging assassination attempts or meditating on his death. I’m only saying that if Karma exists no man has deserved to suffer a painful political assassination than this unfeeling, disattached, covetous, and disdainful monarch. I’m ashamed of having to feel this way. i’m ashamed at being ashamed of this country. But he is the symbol of the most destructive and backwards admisistration in my lifetime, and arguably of all time, and as the symbol of that I want to watch him and his administration go down in a cloud of smoke from a high power rifle that bleeds his brain like he’s bled our country. And since America and its media didn’t take him down honorably in 2000 or 04, its time someone did it dishonarably.

It’s only right.

Scientology, 24, Keith Richards, Harry Potter, And Homosexuality

[image:146:l] The secrets of Scientology revealed! And some from 24 as well.

Do you think Scientology might be a big joke that celebrities are taking to another level out of some really cool sense of irony? The way these cats reacted to the above shirt worn by Indie Director John Roecker again just seems too far over the top to be real. Tom Cruise jumping up and down on chairs and verbally attacking Brooke Shields, over the top. A couple of quasi celeb Scientologists ran into Roecker and went off about the shirt. Made a scene and publicists were called.

There just seems to be no sense of how they are viewed, which is unusual for celebrities. So I’m wondering if maybe the exact opposite is going on. Since its become the religion of celebrities, maybe its actually being promoted in some kind of really hip and ironic way to mess with an overzealous public and media. Think about it. Sure Chritianity, Islam, and all the rest are silly, but Scientology takes it so far over the top that I think they could be making an anti-religious religious statement hiding itself in a ridiculous religion.

Could a reasonably educated world traveled man like Cruise really carry on like this and abduct a famous woman like Katie Holmes for 2 weeks after which she comes back converted to his belief system unlike any of his former celebrity relationships that supposedly failed because they wouldn’t buy into the madness?

Xenu and the Galactic Confederacy?

Volcanic explosions entrapping aliens in cavemens heads called R6 implants or Incident II?

Jason Lee being on the same wavelength as Cruise and John Travolta? Kevin Smith’s Jason Lee. Almost Famous’s Jason Lee. Skateboarding hotshot Jason Lee. King of Karma Jason Lee?Come on.

Beck? Beck rocks. He’s super cool. He’s where it’s at. Could a man self aware enough to call himself a loser baby, be so without irony and good sense?

All these people basing a religion on a mediocre sci-fi writer?

These are educated celebrities not desperate alcoholics from Kansas who want to hide their desire to kill their spouses behind a legitimizing acceptance of Jesus Christ as their exclusive sponsor. They are worldly. Could it be that we are being Punk’d by the celebrity community? A brilliant mass social joke awaiting revelation when enough famous people have been indoctrinated into its inner realms and been given the secret that its all a lark?

I like to think so.
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Was watching some C Span this weekend (I watch if for the hot babes), and saw a panel taking place at The Heritage Insititute think tank. This was being hosted by Rush Limbaugh. So not wanting to see people from this horridly duplicitous and self serving conservative think tank being prompted to vomit up all their code words and self serving policies by the original big fat stupid white man, and not being into oxycontin and other meds as much as Rush who once said all convicted drug users should do hard time while leaving out the part excluding only himself, I was about to switch the channel when I noticed that much of the panel was made up of cast and executives from 24.

So i watched an interesting hour or so that spoke about media depictions of the war on terrorism and various 24 info. Forget for now the political implications and those of good taste in agreeing to appear at such a place. These are some of the interesting things I took out of it:

Mary Lynn whatever who plays Chloe is hot. I thought that before, having seen her in some other things where she was much hotter than Chloe. Here she was just looking very normal, but her casually mussed hair, humor and attitude made me really glad I finally stuck with C Span until my wait for the hot babes mentioned earlier finally paid off. I would totally get with that is what I’m saying.

The guy who played Logan was on and it sounds like he’ll playing Logan again. And he was looking pretty sharp with a beard. He loves when people tell him they love to hate him.

The movie will take place internationally, at least in some part, but sadly next season will be back in L.A. Producers said they just can’t do it anywhere else. Hundreds of people work for the show and live in L.A. and would have their lives upended by moving outside of that city. They did indicate the President next season would be in D.C. for the first time though.

Guy who plays Tony was on and they are all acting very cryptic in not dispelling rumors he may be back next season. He made a funny about being paid the most per word of any actor in part because of all his coma and post surgery time.

And heres the part that scared me. Rush Limbaugh, Clarence Thomas, and Mike Chertoff, who were all there, love 24.

Me and Rush Limabugh share one of the same favorite shows.

I have to reevaluate much of my life now.

On the plus side David Wright, Mets fans Mr Perfect, says he’s addicted to Jack Bauer.

But he’s also from Virginia.
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Looking forward to Pirates Of The Carribean almost as much as Superman. Hopefully it’ll be as fun as the first. A third is already in the works and according to the director, Keith Richards will be in it. Movieblog I love this idea and can only hope rumors of him playing Jack Sparrow’s dad are true. Considering Depp modeled Sparrow on Richards it would be pretty cool and appropriate. It’s a small role, but it could be really amusing.
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JK Rowling is working on the 7th and final Potter movie, I mean book, and says 2 regular characters will be killed.

Word has it that Harry busts in on some twisted Hermione-Ron dark magic S&M freakshow and beats the bloody hell out of them with his broom.

Rowling says this one will darker than any of the others.

Ok I’m lying about the last part, but she is killing 2 regs. Hermione does go Lesbian though. All witches do you know. At some point.*
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An AP report appeared today regarding a study that concluded homosexuality is biological and not a choice. SFGate

In other news George Bush is stupid and Soccer is believed to be more popular in Europe that the United States.

Now while I agree about the biological roots of gayness (just the fact that I can spot a gay person a mile away a good portion of the time based on physical characteristics and traits supports this), this study seems kind of bogus. It uses some autoimmune female womb response to explain the high incidence of gay men who are aree born to mothers who have birthed at least a few other males before.

But since a certain percent of the population is gay wouldn’t the odds of a gay kid increase with the more boys a mother has?

And what about lesbians.

They’re hot aren’t they.

Actually they’re usually not. Usually a wee bit masculine and uhhh, well male looking for most of us hetero’s. This too seems like better evidence of a biological predisposition to gayness than this study.

The incidences are not as high when male siblings are stepbrothers or adopted which lends some more biological cred but does not rule out the percentages. Sounds like someone fishing for grant money.

It’s also interesting that the AP got a response to this from a conservative group called the Center for Marriage, Family Studies, White Supremacy, and the Artisitc Renderings of Hot Surfer Jesus, or something like that. They of course disagreed with the findings. But unlike my own issue with it they of course disbelieved it because they have to in order to support their tired belief system. “We don’t believe that there’s any biological basis for homosexuality,” their spokesman Whitey “White Jesus” Whitehead said.** “We feel the causes are complex but are deeply rooted in early childhood development.”

And the bible tells us so, he didn’t, but should have added. Or at least their interpretation of that assemblage of crappy writing that I like to call The Anthology Of Crap.

But this is another example of the press going too far in the effort of fairness and giving both sides. Like the Intelligent Design thing, not all arguments have 2 sides. If Whitey Pureblood** mentioned my own criticisms or some other more erudite criticism based on clinical methodology then the AP should put it in there. But they didn’t. It’s just, “We’re right and they’re wrong and forever and ever we’re going to sing this song.” And a major media outlet thinks this is reasonable debate or counterbalancing.

I think it may take America becoming an international joke as we sag horribly behind the world in technology and science before the media gets on track. These are areas that have built this country to where it is. not Jesus (Most likely bi, by the by). We’ll be a mess if we continue to let fundamentalist reality permeate through every level of media and schooling. If that happens and our living standards are shite, then the backlash against the forces of ignorance will start. Hope it doesn’t get that far or take that long. I like all our alternative outlets and ability to learn exponentially. Maybe that will avoid the worst. Let’s start with excepting that gay people just want to be with partners of their own sex and that as long as their not making out in front of me, its all good. That and that Jesus was a Jew who hung out with alot of guys, disliked gentiles, and preached the Communist manifesto.

Give me the gay thing at least. And take the grant money and put it into AIDS research or something.
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* This, like the twisted S&M massacre, is a lie. The deaths are real. That and my sick desire to see twisted sexual things happening in the Harry Potter series. That is real. Very real.
** not even close to his real name.

The Shiney Metal Ass Returns

[image:147:l]Sweet Zombie Jesus Futurama is back!

In a most arresed development, Comedy Central has ordered 13 episodes of one of my all time favorite shows which was cancelled by the increasingly more evil Fox Network 3 or 4 years ago. I’ve been enjoying the extant 4 seasons on DVD over and over the past couple of years, but was always a bit wistful about what could have been. Matt Groening and company had a planned story arc right from the beginning that was to extend onward beyond that 4th season. They’d done very nice work in creating revealing plot points that harkened back, or made us view past events differently during the 4 year run. But supposedly there was more we’d never get to see.

Presumably now we will.

Hooray for Zoidberg!

I’m not sure how this effects the report of 4 straight to DVD extended episodes that’s been out there the past few months. Can’t find anything indicating that this supercedes them, or that we’ll get both. My guess is there will be no DVD epics. That’s probably just too much and I’m sure the writers would like to extend their idea in the way they originally imagined. Yes they’ll have to truncate things with the 13 episode cable season, but it still gives them alot of potential places to go, and hope of renewal for more.

Here’s a statement by a Comedy Central executive:

“There is a deep and passionate fan base for this intelligent and very funny show that matches perfectly with our audience and it is great that we can offer them not just the existing library, but something they’ve never seen as well,” said David Bernath, senior VP, programming, Comedy Central.

Now with this, South Park, The Daily Show, and The Colbert Report, I’m conclusively stating that Comedy Central can now join DVR as standing amongst the greatest achievements of 21st Century technology and creativity. In fact I’m naming Comedy Central the offical network of Ill-literates.com.

I don’t know if I can do that but since I just did I guess I can.

My partners may disagree and want to have their own official networks like perhaps Sci-Fi or Lifetime. If that’s the case I propose the one with the most posts make the final decision. I’ll have to check who that might be…not sure really…hmmm.

Just kidding of course. Comedy Central can be The Dude’s official network of the site. Who cares, we get no money from them.

But kudos for bringing back a great show that like South Park and the Simpsons is more than a cartoon. Even more than those shows, Futurama roused my emotions, made repeat viewing rewarding, and sustained a consistent level of quality.

To be fair they didn’t have to maintain that level for 16 years like The Simpsons. That show was pretty damn good consistently through at least 7 or 8 years. But it didn’t have the scope and vision of Futurama. Nor the artistic merit and detail. Like early Simpsons though Futurama had the ability to evoke either hilarious laughter, thoughtful musing, social awareness, and even tears on occasion. I don’t know that it will pick up with the same level of quality but apparently all the prime players will be involved. I do wonder id production of The Simpsons movie may take away from the attention they can give this though its not slated to debut on CC until sometime in 2008.

Raise a cup of Champagin and all hail the Hypnotoad!

Stupid Vacation

I don’t think I’m taking another prolonged vacation ever again.

Returned to work tonight. God I need a vacation.

So I’m off 2+ weeks and get an ear impaction, which, being half deaf due to disease in my other ear, left me almost deaf, light headed, and nauseus for a chunk of days in the middle of the vacation, or as I like to call it, the time of great offness. I also transfer to another program during that time excepting a straight evening shift that’s already leaving me feeling claustrphobic at a place somepone described tonight as Peyton Place. And I’ll be losing money in the transfer. Then the girl I’ve had a crush on the past year or so is serendipitously thrown in my path giving me opportunities to approach her socially and I’m summarilly rejected. Then on the day before I go back to work when the final rejection is rendered in no uncertain terms by said woman,, I’m sitting at a table at our beloved Angry Bob’s with a guy I saw the last girlfriend cavorting and holding hands with under deceptive circumstances last summer. I hold no hard feelings towards him, he was one of many undoubtedly and it was good to not get in deeper and have my concerns verifiied. But it was still a reminder of past failures on top of new ones. And I’ll be working with his brother at the new place, which is also an old place, and which has its fair share of lunacy and soap opera bullshit already. And Will, the kid I’ve done a part time gig through my old agency with is officially gone to Albaquerque for good and the aforementioned woman of rejection there talked me into to taking another kid by emotionally blackmailing me with faint praise from her and others that were in on this other kids annual team meeting featuring alot of people with degrees who see me as a tool to be manipulated to make their jobs easier. So now I feel stuck.

Bottom line is I need another vacation. I feel stressed out after all this time off. I know it could have been worse. There are far more dangerous things I could have been going to the emergency room for like one of Bob’s roommates just did. Or I could have been driving to and from Florida with a psychotic woman like I did 2 years ago on the vacation from Hell with the cavorting woman mentioned above. She who has been called she-beast and Tyrannosourus Sex on these very pages and who after the rejection of an apparently much better woman yesterday, seems semi appealing in a way she hadn’t while I courted hopes of someone better.

While this certainly says something about human psychology, it also makes me wonder why psychotic pathological liars dig me on at least a temporary basis, and why seemingly nice, intelligent, mature women have no interest. Is it an opposite appeal type thing? I mean both sides have referred to me as nice, mature, intelligent, blah blah blah, but the good ones just don’t want to hook up. Maybe its a desperation thing with the psychos. And then they go back to where they are comfortable and seem less psychotic in comparison. Maybe the good ones really are all taken and I’m just too late. Window of opportunity and all that. Story of my life. There are counter theories both supportive and contrarary to this based on past precedence but I’m not here to talk about women. This is about another stupid vacation.

Maybe I’ll never take another one, though as I said I feel a need for one already. I feel stressed by all the above. The shift is scaring me as is the loss of overtime and gas money the move will precipitate. It’s not like I have mucho social life now and the money issue makes it even harder to quit that part time thing where I will have to continue to encounter The Rejector. Not that she’s alone. I’ve had a lifetime of rejection. People wonder why I’m disinclined to approach women. Well.

Oh and my sciatic nerve thingie thing is acting up.

Fucking stupid vacation. Stupid stupid vacation. Stupidy stupid stupe stupe vacation.

And I’m going to miss a few of my current coworkers alot. But the people we serve are just too far gone or never were there. There’s no feedback, no social interaction that doesn’t make the public doubt their respective gods. While I gave up on their gods a long time ago I have clung to aspirations of more. But even that tenuous grasp seems to be fading and all that sustains me is a conscious decision to not go nuts and to be better than my genes want me to be, or than most people who are led by their selfish perceptions and self-serving rationalizations are. And while I’m at least a little proud of being able to do this a reasonable amount of the time it’s a long, lonely, and bitter road to travel.

And somehow vacations just put it in big neon lights. It’s like a mini dreamworld where I’m being paid to do what I want for over 2 weeks and while all the world may seem to be before me, I’m still constrained by my job, what it has made me, and the person who got himself into it. At least I started writing regularly the last few days of the vacation. That will be harder to maintain where I’m going to be working, but even if I can keep it up, how much different from religion is it in that it offers the false hope of something better?

I could use a vacation but I don’t trust them.

Sort of like women.

And the job really is tied in to that whole rejection thing too. The Mary Poppins parade and products of the feel-good culture and self-improvement books of the past couple of decades can go on all they want but deep down they know these things matter. They know about the dark and unspoken motivators underlying our desires, attractions, and needs. I don’t want to go on forever here, but I know just as surely as I know I used to eat too much because I was empty, ignored, and unloved, that if A hadn’t happened I wouldn’t be here railing about B, B being the lack of female opportunities that dwindle with each passing day, week, month, and year. A led to the getting out of going to college out of high school thing, which led to a temporary dropping out of society, and if you follow the line up until now, leads to pushing 40, single, with an appreciated but unappealing job, and all the physical, emotional, and mental scars that have been picked up along that trail.

I mean I believe we can do pretty cool and even occasionally amazing things but it just drives me crazy to hear people acting as if each one of us at any point in our lives can get anything we truly want.

Get off your up with people soapbox! That’s self-delusion that the world just doesn’t support unless you look for examples selectively. But that’s part of the problem. people are selective about what they notice. Whether about themselves, the world, or others in it, we tend to see what supports us and our station, and ignore all the evidence to the contrary. This includes the evidence of all the many horrible qualities so many of us possess. So we get these warped perceptions that make us feel good, and then project the stuff about us that makes us feel bad onto other people that we are socially allowed to hate.

It’s like this irrational woman at work who tonight is going on about how everything happens for a reason and there is no such thing as coincedence. This was brought on by the movie Signs. And when I point out that a couple of borderline vegatative retarded men don’t have any rational purpose for their disability such as the kid in the movie who’s asthma preserves him from alien venom, she acts as if I’m a hater and don’t get the simple truths of reincarnation.

This is the rationalization you see. Thses guys are given an impossible deal in this life because they screwed up so bad in the last. So its ok for her to hate on them and not feel sympathy. She basically said that. And because I feel sympathy and outrage over their horrible bad luck I’m a bad caregiver. Meanwhile everyone who woprks there acknowledges she’s just hateful towards everyone staff included.

Starving in Africa? Don’t worry about them they asked to be there after thier last life.

This is the thinking. And I think it plays in with all that self-serving we control our universes hippie bullshit. They don’t deserve to suffer the way they do. Not the retarded, not the starving, not the enslaved, not anyone who didn’t make their beds later in life.

But I semi-digress.

I need a vacation like a I need a hole in the head.

Stupid vacation. Stupid, stupider, stupidest, stupey stupe stupe stupidy stupididilly stupid vacation.

Right now I find all this very depressing. Not, I want to become the raging alcoholic of a past that never existed but some of my friends apparently thought I was the past few weeks, or a bullet in the head type depression. Part of me is actually relieved by the rejection thing and finding good in it. Which also scares me because maybe I’m becoming one of those self delusional people who need to find the religion in things in order to keep from turning into Munck’s Scream. Many, many years ago I was a suicidal lad but I got over it. But then I also got over alot of things in order to not work in a job that saps my dignity and soul, not be alone, not feel like a pariah and a monster, not feel unhealthy and not be blocked from writing. Yet all these many years later much of that seems to be happening all over again even though I changed the apparent causes of that time. That does make me wonder if we are biologically programmed to fulfill a certain destiny no matter how hard and how long we avoid it and if years from now I’ll get all fade to black again and go quietly into that dark night listening to the song of that title like I used to imagine i would.

So how do I avoid this? Well there’s the rub. More vacations? Less vacations? Quitting my job? Genetic transplants? Drugs? Insanity? Religion (The last 2 are redundant)? Back to school? Cosmetic surgery? Crucifixion? Deepak Chopra? Tim Robbins? Sex with your mother (you know she would)? Disappearing into overnight shifts? Politcal assassin?

Stupid Vacation.

Immigration

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You see France's solution for immigration? They are going to let only the best and brightest in. The ones with futures. The ones that are truly desperate and actually need to escape from squalor and have no great talents are to stay where they are. This kind of made me think that this whole immigration thing is sort of Darwinistic. France is just making no pretense about it. I think American politicians would probably like something similar but their lack of any real coherent belief system, one born in a country of mutts, prevents them from full on committment to their basest instincts and forces them into contrary evolutionary paradigms.

Our political and capatalist based philosophy has always been a form of social Darwinism no matter how much its adherents go on about god, creationism, or Intelligent design for stupid people. But basically the societies people want to escape from are a bit backwards. They are not moving forward fast enough. They're dying out. This is not their fault really. It started with geological, climactic, and various other advantages that set things in motion millenia ago. And we certainly dont help with our exploitative piling on.

But we're basically saying that these cultures are being left behind by natural selection and the only ones that survive are those who have talents to contribute to an already abundant supply in the West due to things such as our enormous leisure time to develop such talents and educate people. France is holding this philosophy up in neon letters saying "You're kind will die and only those who have been naurally selected for extraordinary ability can come forward as we evolve beyond you.

When will someone do that to France? Any culture that celebrates the comedy of Jerry Lewis or makes such pretentious art flicks while thinking berets were ever in, may be close to obsolescence already. But at least they are dealing upfront with reality and not miring themsleves in layers of hypocrisy.

Being a nation built largely on lies and hypocrisy America wants to have its cake and eat it too. Here we are open to the wretched, huddled masses but allow this only in order to serve our free market society which craves cheap labor. Once slavery went belly-up we had to go that route. It’s the closest thing we had to the good old days and it kept people divided as all these different ethnic groups and cultures could hate on each other and keep any unified uprising from taking down the elite who ran the country. It’s one of the reasons the American Revolution happened in the first place.

So we never did it to be nice, and we’re not doing it now. Hell we sent many Jews back to die during the Holocaust when it didn’t serve our interests to let them in. From the Statue Of Liberty's implorations for them to come to this illegal border crossing, America allowed both because it gained from them. It took advantage of the helpless. Now we have a muddled mess with no clear way out philosophically and no consistent p.o.v. for either side.

It’s kind of fun watching Bush try to placate all the twisted ends of the Republican Party. Corporate America wants immigrants here so he’s got to push for an easy policy that includes amnesty and making it easier for future legal immigration. But then he has the red neck purists waving their bible’s full of immigrants stealing others land; a bible used to justify not only slavery here, but the eradication of the Indians. To them he throws sound bites supporting making English our official language, and descries any attempts to sing God Bless America in Spanish. And to balance out his Immigration legislation wanting those corporate perks he gives his conservative representatives wanting to mollify the haters in the homeland more troops on the border.

CLearly the man believes in nothing. He’s an economic and social Darwinist that bends himself to go in the direction the cash is flowing in. I’m not sure how so many people can be anti-immigration who believe in the other things this administration stands for like deregulation and unfettered free markets.That is after all their only religion. Self-interest is most peoples religion. BUt conservatives who have that-too much government interference and let the free market decide-mentality need to shut up about Immigration.

There’s another hypocritical aspect regarding the defensiveness conservatives have shown recently. They lament being branded as xenophobic racists because of the stance some of them have about immigration. Well its probably not fair to label them as such but you know what? They started this thing with broad exaggerations full of hyperbole geared towards delitimizing arguments before they start. You’re not anti-abortion? Then you're a baby killer or murderer. Anti war in Iraq? Then youre a traitor. Anti Bush? Then your aiding and abetting Bin Laden and the terrorists.

They can’t win an argument so they cheapen it until the playing field is so muddy their plodding looks like progress. So now the tables have turned just a bit now that Democrats have no viable or consistent stance on this issue. Live by the sword and die by it you stupid wankers.

 

It's like the Dubai port deal We overreacted on that one. I dont think Dubai was or is a threat. IT's a very modern industrial area who's business is business. Dubai is a metropolis with much foreign investment coming in and going out. They own a part of British Airways. They have some Saks, Gucci, Tiffany, and more. They are concerned with our brushing all Arabs with the broad strokes of terrorism and intolerance and they are right to be. It wasn’t fair. But it was Bush and his handlers who sold the hyped up rhetoric built on fear in order to scare American's into acceptance of a bullshit ideology that wore that fear as a mask. So now they pay the price as America recoils in horror at any sort of safety or security issue or deal of consequence that involves Arabs.

 

So what to do about the immigration issue? I say let evolution continue taking its course. If its caught up with the free market system then let it play out. For the most part I agree with the free market, though not an unrestrained one that has no checks or humanity. BUt if the way of nature is determining that most Americans are becoming obsolete, or that our way of life has no real shelf life due to our myriad ethnicities then so be it. I’ve never been one for pride in my race or country anyway. I didn’t choose either. The way i feel is that I'm no more entitled to be here than anyone just because of an accident of birth.

I may have even less right than someone who has earned his way by fighting the odds and braving various dangers and hardships to come here and work his or her ass off for very little.

I’m not giving up my spot because I care about the country and try to do my little part to stay true to the better visions of what America has been and has the potential to be, or to paraphrase Lincoln, to honor the better angels of our natures. But I find it hard to put obstacles in the way of anyone else coming here.

Cars

[image:139:l] In terms of revenue and reviews this is being called Pixar’s first failure. Judging it from the trailers dating back to last year I wasn’t enthhused myself. But after seeing it i’m here to report that I enjoyed it and was even moved emotionally by getting a long forgotten taste of kicks on Route 66.

It’s still doing ok financially and the reviews haven’t been bad, but people have come to expect more from Pixar, so the buzz has been less than enthusiastic. The movie isn’t exactly hilarious. I chuckled at a few things. But if you’re looking for alot of laugh out loud moments you’ll be disappointed.

But I have to say i liked this alot better than Finding Nemo , and didn’t think it any less funny than Toy Story. Monsters Inc remains my favorite Pixar effort for combining ideas, animation, and humour. Cars arrested me as much in some areas as any of those films, and gave me a better story fix than the last Pixar effort. As you would expect the movie looks amazing. There are times I think I’m looking at 3 dimensional video rather than animation and cgi. But at those times the lines blurr I still feel enveloped in the hermetic seals of a fantasy world offering escape and wonder. Maybe people have gotten innoculated to such wonders from Pixar and modern animation in general, but I still felt that alone made the movie worthwhile.

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Of course I’d be disappointed if it were all visuals. Sure I wanted more laughs, but I did get story that resonated with me. I don’t want to recap the storyline here since most probably have an idea, but it’s a nostalgia laced coming of age story that teaches lessons about the need to slow down and appreciate what’s around you as opposed to racing through life at a frantic pace trying to impress other people. Or cars.

Lightning McQueen as voiced by Owen Wilson is a rookie race car that’s a self-obsessed hotshot who gets lost in a nowhere town in mid America off the famed Route 66 of song and film. But it’s been bypassed literally and figuratively, by the world, in the form of the interstate highway that’s left the small town of Radiator Springs, a broken down relic dimly recalling the the kind of quintessential mid century small town Americana invoked in Lucas’ American Graffiti.

McQueen’s changing outlook towards the town and what it represents, as well as the town towards him may be a standard formula, but for me it works because of the hyper-real world of animation which allowed me to wriggle loose of the cynical standards of pure realism I’d bring to a live action film. Even as I reveled in the big city racing scenes that bookend the film I cared about the town and after wanting McQueen to leave it just as much as he did, I settled in and was kind of reluctant to go. I even got a little misty about some of the memory chords the movie invoked for a simpler time in our country. This is despite the fact that I wasn’t alive for it and I know enough to realize it really wasn’t that simple of idealic.

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I can’t say I cared all that much about the relationship with McQueen and the sexy blue Porche that left the city for small town living, but this was mainly because I felt Bonnie Hunt’s comic talents were kind of wasted on the character. I cared more about his relationship with the tow truck who befriends him and takes him out to tip tractors late at night. The Porsche’s role is still vital though as she shows him a view of her world no other character could have showed him. This is also true of the Paul Newman voiced Hudson, the small town judge who comes with a big town secret and a little turtle and hare wisdom.

I liked the way a symbolic lesson as taught to McQueen through racing not only invokes so many counterintuitive lessons of our lives, but how when it comes into play in a moment of culmination, the movie just lets it happen quietly without knocking the audience over the head with a “this is a big payoff and harkens back to what we learned earlier,” fanfare.

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When i said the movie isn’t all that funny, that shouldn’t be taken to mean it’s not full of cool and humorous ideas. George Carlin voicing a 60′s Volkswagon van for instance. Or flies that if you look closely are tiny VW bugs. Little moments like the way Newman’s Hudson presides over his court on a mechanics car lift, and the choice of music some neon lighted highway troublemakers use, really pleased me. These kinds of things combined nicely with the movies slow pace and humility in creating a nice moviegoing experience.

Some have lamented that pace in reviews, and I do see their point. Maybe you just have to see it in the right frame of mind. But I think since one of the movies main points is that taking a measured and more considered pace to life is necessary, the movie is purposefully paced this way to drive that point home even if on a subconscious level. Perhaps those that don’t get it are the ones most in need of its lessons.

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More Late Night Stuff

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Some guy recently jumped into a Tiger cage and screamed out that if Jesus was real than he would save him. The man was promptly eaten by the tiger.

Can we finally put the religious debate to end now? I think this empirically and with finality clears up all lingering questions. Let me hear no more of it! The tiger ate the guy!
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Mets are doing well. A little too well. Rookie Lastings Milledge is my love child. He wasn’t drafted as much as immaculately assigned to the Mets Port St Lucie A level affiliate last year. He kind of looks like Predator. When he was high fiving those fans that he got in trouble for after the big home run that was his first in the majors last week he wasn’t glad handling. He was healing.
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I was almost completely deaf for large portions of this past weekend. It was some scary shite despite being only an impaction. I say only because it involves something as innocuous as wax, but it could have led to infection or permanent hearing damage. Of course it and its symptoms that included nausea and light-headedness was made worse by the fact that my non effected right ear is all but deaf due to something called Meniere’s disease. All is good in old lefty now but man do I fear the potential life of solitude, isolation, and silence that may await me if something happens to that good ear.

And that’s why I’ve decided to except Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and savior.

Just kidding but that’s how that shite happens.
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Bush is still parceling out defense funding to states based on political support. NY and LA, two bastions of liberalism and Democratic support get less than mid West red states that no self respecting terrorist would even want to step in much less go to the bother of bombing, gassing, or pissing in.

It’s not red states fault that they aren’t target worthy. They just happen to be located in places where less population per capita means there’s less technological innovation, less educated and wealthy people, and meaningful structures of any national importance. And more Bush voters. Hmmm.
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Speaking of stupid right-wingers, Ann Coulter has a new book in which she says 9-11 widows are loving their fame, enjoying their partners deaths too much, and their husbands were probably going to divorce them anyway if they hadn’t been killed that day. The name of the book is Godless:The Church Of Liberalism.

Rush right out and buy it wont you!?
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As much as 1.4 billion in FEMA relief went to such things as one guys Carribean vacation, anothers adult erotica, champagne, Saints season tickets, and more such trivialities. This was pulled off by prisoners, a guy using over a dozen social security numbers, someone using a cemetary for a damaged property address, and another 1500 or so cases of big and easy fraud.

Those are our tax dollars. I can live with the Saints games, I mean I’ve always believed the country should pay for me to go to Giants games. We should all be united on that. As a country. THe party who puts it on their platform in 08 gets my support and endorsement. But champagne? Divorce lawyers? Vacations? What do they have to do with the Dude?

That Bush sure does run a tight country don’t he?
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Speaking of W, his global approval rating is the lowest of any international leader including Putin. Putin people! Putin is closer to Stalin than Gorbachev. He’s taking the Soviets back to pre peroistroka levels. But I guess what Europeans can see more than some Americans is that Bush is taking us back even further. Colonial backwards. Going colonial. That’s our national motto.

A Pew research poll also shows the world fears the U.S. more than Iran gaining nukes.

Maybe one of those country singers can write a tune about how this makes them proud to be an American.

He can perform it live in the well defended bible belt while Ann Coulter services him from her knees in front of a stadium full of Christian fundamentalists red staters.

Now there’s a terrorist target to make that disproportianate funding worthwhile.

Internet Freedom

  The Orwellian slow but inexorable crawl towards psuedo-democracy continues as our Congress has told it's constituents to fuck off when asked to enforce internet neutrality. To sign a petition to help avoid further encroachments on democracy click here and sign and read on. http://civic.moveon.org/save_the_internet/

  Telecom companies and their lobbyists have stopped Congress from enforcing rules supported across all kinds of partisan lines calling for the internet to remain the unique forum for unadulterated and uncensored  information. Companies like AT&T and Verizon are now pushing for the legal means for them to do things like choose which sites open more easily based on who is paying them more. From there it's a short step to those companies paying carriers, or politicizing sites, to keep those of unfavorable natures from being easily accessed, or indeed, accessed at all.

 Internet freedom is supported across political divides. Supporters of the Net Neutrality Act and against the push for the telecom law include The Christian Coalition (I guess they want to preserve the right to wackiness) and SEIU's union (who have my full support in the latest attempt of my old full time agency to destroy unions and support the radical right's contempt for workers. This is not to be confused with my own contempt for work).

  If the forces of evil, otherwise known as unadulterated capitalism, get their way the the precursors to complete censorial control over the internet will be anything from being steered towards higher priced musical services for your Ipod to slowing down democratic net fundraising drives that almost made it impossible for another election to be stolen in 04. And bloggers like us may find it impossible to operate without high costs.

 So sign the petition and implore Congress to start making freedom and democratic values a priority again, instead of subverting these ideals, and themselves to corporate interests. The internet has been a light of hope in the dark years of this current administration. If Congress passes this law they will further darken the horizon and their own reputations. Our Representatives have already allowed themselves to be brought by the lobbyists for telecom, but now the issue is moving to a bit more open Senate where the battle for the last bastion of true freedom goes on. If corporate interests get their way, the internet will offer us as much diversity of opinion and options as cable t.v. does. Just try to hear any conflicting 9-11 theories in those venues. Or try and get good consumer information and prices for an item your considering purchasing.

  For more on this topic check out http://www.savetheinternet.com/

Pearl Jam

[image:134:l] After getting a chance to absorb the new album I'm definitely in approval mode. You can buy it here Amazon.

Like most great things it's getting better after a first spin or two that left me a bit lukewarm.

P.J. has been getting alot of buzz with this new one. That's kind of an oxymoron for a band that seemingly dedicated itself to the committed and passionate avoidance of all publicity. Maybe that's why they made this a self titled album, a designation usually reserved for debuts.   But now they're out there doing the interviews, posing for the magazines, and even making their first video since the brilliant "Do The Evolution," from the underrated Yield album. This one will be for the first single that actually was #1 for a bit a few weeks ago, "World Wide Suicide". The song, like the album, has a clear political point of view. WWS is a catchy number with pointed lyrics underlying the quiet part of the war through the loss felt at home:

Medals on a wooden mantle/ Next to a handsome face/ That the president took for granted/ Writing checks that others pay/ And in all the  madness/ Thought becomes numb and naive/ So much to talk about/ Nothing for to say.

The album still isn't selling bucket loads but it may do so over time when the boys release more singles and people hear that there is more to this puppy than just WWS. "Marker In The Sand," is likely to be a single and I'll be curious to see what kind of reception it gets if it is so. It's a song that reveals its pleasures slowly, which when all is said and done works better. Pearl Jam may not blow you away with easy hooks and choruses but unlike those tunes that do I can still enjoy a PJ song years later. Not that sweet poppish tunes can't be enjoyed. The Beatles stuff still holds up for the most part, though I'd have to say the earlier and simpler "I Want To Hold Your Hand," stuff hasn't had quite the staying power as "A Day In The Life," or "Revolution." PJ write songs more like Happiness Is A Warm Gun though usually mixed with a Who-ish classic rock sensibility and various alternative and punkish influences like Fugazi and The Stooges.

Although, there is actually a very uncharacteristic Beatlesque number called "Parachutes," on the new album that took some time to penetrate but has managed to get under my skin. Despite not having a real overt chorus to give us a sense of place it kind of meanders pleasantly in a way that feels to me like a sweet mix of "Across The Universe" and "Norwegian Wood" sans the sitar. It appears to be a troubled relationship song that's managed to get me humming snatches here and there goading me with its harmonic lyric-guitar relationship that perhaps servs as the musical equivalent of the symbiosis necessary in the human kind.

One of my favorite tunes in "Unemployable", a short and to the point song without the clear ending or outcome you'd find just as lacking if you were one of the unfortunate many who find themselves in the position of the title character. The song creates immediately recognizable imagery and recognition as Eddie starts out singing:

He's got a big gold ring that says "Jesus Saves"/ And it's dented from the punch he threw at work that day/ When he smashed the metal locker where he kept his things/ After the big boss said, "You best be on your way."

Immediately we get a sense of that cultural divide that has inexplicably divided many Americans from natural comrades. The song also has a great chorus that sort of reminds me of a cross between The Beach Boys and The Ramones with its "Who-oh-oh," hook.

As you may have guessed there's a political flavor to the album that finds outlets here and there even when not being overt about itself. I could be wrong but there seems to be a religious statement being made as well, no doubt again influenced by that cultural divide Unemployable invokes.

For one we get the aforementioned "Marker In The Sand". I heard it on the radio for the first time the other day and I'm curious to see what if any reaction it gets compared to WWS. My take on the tune is that Vedder is lamenting the direction that religion has taken as its true messeges have been buried deep in the sand. THis made me think of the Bush Sr line about a line in the sand echoed in The Big Lebowski, and how religion is too often coopted as a tool for justifying such acts of aggression that such lines puts me in the mind of. But as Eddie sings:

Now you got both sides claiming killing in god's name/ But god is nowhere to be found, conveniently.

The song builds to its ultimate payoff in the final version of the chorus as Eddie plaintively asks and demands, "God what do you say." The song calls god out to answer for things while possibly doing the same of us. Maybe this is because we invented him or because we're not living up to god's divine standard. But the final version of this refrain in the song adds a sweet touch to its earlier more stolid and angry reading of the line and its last word, much as Vitalogy's "Betterman," did with that final "man," in "Can't find a better man."

Religious and political connotations appear here and there, or at least my imagination makes such interpretations when in one of the more punk inspired songs, "A Life Wasted", I hear Vedder sing:

Your always saying that there's something wrong/ I'm starting to believe its your plan all along…/ Nothing back there for you to find/ Or was it you, you left behind.

I'm not sure he's suggesting the connection to the Left Behind series, but I like to think he is. I guess that's one of the beauties of leaving your songs vague enough for everyone to find some personal truth in. THis is the current video, which I must admit I absolutely hate. Haven't gotten to see theWWS video, but if Life Wasted's is any indicator of their direction in that art form, they should have stopped at "Do The Evolution".

Other songs like "Gone", "Come Back", and "Inside Job" have a spiritual sense more in the tradition of such PJ songs such as "Off He Goes" (especially in "Gone"), "Release', "Indifference", and many more. "Gone" has a Springsteen-like air of moving on meloncholy tinged with blue collar urban truth. The 7 minute album closer, Inside Job has some nice high-low dynamics as Eddie laments how hard it is to keep faith as he vows to continue to do so no matter how hard the world makes it.

But the album doesn't appear to be all polemics and spirit as we get the punk tinged "Comatose" and "Severed Hand", which like "Parachutes", seems to invoke failed relationships. BUt on further consideration perhaps the latter tune does invoke that spiritual element, which is there in one of the catchier choruses of the album which goes,

If I don't lose control/ Explore and not explode/ A preternatural other plane /With the power to maintain/ Like a tear in all we know/ Once dissolved we are free to grow/ What is human? What is more?/ I'll answer this/ When I get home.

The brutality and longing conveyed by Ed's voice just in that one last word, "home," is in and of itself a story that makes the song worthwhile.

Quite a few songs on Pearl Jam, or as some have come to call it Avocado, or the Blue Album (though the last was kind of taken by Weezer), have managed to get under my skin at different times which is a rare pleasure in an album. It seems everyday there is a different tune trying to burst out of my head. And as painful as this sounds, in the realms of Rock & Roll fandom, it's a very good thing.
And it does this while invoking alot of different feels like the "Spin The Black Circle"-esque punker "Comatose", and the aforementioned "A Life Wasted," and "Gone," which not only invokes The Boss, but one of my favorite PJ songs, "Off He Goes."

This is not to suggest that these songs repeat work the band has done. Every band has particular grooves you either like or dislike and PJ's are certainly not for everyone. But for those who do dig what they do and what they've done, they'll hear and appreciate the echoes of past favorites while at the same time getting a completely new album unlike anything the band has done. Which is quite an accomplishment for any band 16 years after its debut.

But then again this is a band that put out a double CD of B sides and rarities 2 years ago that was among the best albums of that time span in my opinion.

It's too early for me to rank this with past studio works as many fans are doing, though I can say it's better than the last 2 studio albums (which have their share of good stuff). Most people are putting it 3rd to Vs and Vitalogy, with some ranking Ten ahead as well. I'm a big fan of Yield which is a greatly underappreciated album the likes of which I didn't think I'd hear again from the boys. But they've managed to make an album that just might rank with or ahead of it in time, though the other two will be hard to ever surpass. Considering how great they were Pearl Jam still ranks as probably the best 8th album or output from a 16 year old band I'll likely ever hear.[image:135:r]