Monthly Archive for September, 2005

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The Moral Spotlight

Been wondering what happened to critical patients in New Orleans area hospitals when power was lost and flooding caused evacuation? Maybe like me you assumed there were some rough moments as they had to evacuate these people, but that the hospitals were a priority and they mostly all got lifted out and moved to other places able to handle them? Maybe some makeshift setup was concocted at the airport where all those Dr’s and nurses were treating so many people? Probably a few were lost along the way, but for the most part these poor folks are living or dying the way god intended?

Uh-uh. Go down a bit deeper and think those thoughts you didn’t want to think.

With gangs of rapists and looters rampaging through wards in the flooded city, senior doctors took the harrowing decision to give massive overdoses of morphine to those they believed could not make it out alive.

Daily Telegraph

Euthanasia is illegal in Louisiana, but, “One emergency official, William Forest McQueen, said: ‘Those who had no chance of making it were given a lot of morphine and lain down in a dark place to die.’ ” He had to tell family members that they were “put down.” Dr’s speaking in anonymity due to the law said these people were in agony and serious distress over the circumstances and that they did the only compassionate thing they could.

And what else could they have done? Horrible situation we’re not used to seeing in a country that affords us the illusion of the sanctity of life and the warm glow of of our cherished luxury to opine about how other people should live theirs. But if those opinions are real and those who make no compromise in issues of abortion or went all sanctimonius over Terri Schiavo want to be consistent they and their leader in D.C. should have something to say about the hubris of Dr’s and the violation of god’s will, right?

Or is it only when it’s politically expedient do we see His Fraudulency rush from one of his rest stops, as he did in the Schiavo case, (unlike his actions on 9-11 and Katrina when in both cases he ran the other way), and to the forefront of his no compromising attitude when it comes to issues of morality? Will he only rally around god when his constituents call for it? And will they, or might they make an exception here? Clearly public opinion will not be kind now that the reality of natures brute force and the futher incompetence of small p’s peeps have illustrated just how silly and inconsequential our beliefs can be. Does that make it unlikely that the kids from the 700 Club will have much to say in this instance of plug pulling and human accelerated death?

But if they believe so strongly there should be no exception then this denial of that precious right to life should not go by without outrage. To let it do so would be to admit the existence of moral caveats. Refusal to punish those who have killed others is a tacit admission that extenuating circumstances can change the immutable will of god. I’ll have to wonder what exception they might make when it’s their daughter’s pregnancy at 15 that threatens to ruin their standing. Or what will happen when their relative is sucking the financial lifeblood out of the family as they linger in a mortal stasis on man made machines for years? They won’t disillusion me will they? I have not agreed with these people in the past but surely they are not hypocrites and will defend the right to life without exception right?

I mean it’s not like fundamentalists approve of capital punsihment or anything.

Genesis 9:6 — “Whoever sheds the blood of man, by man shall his blood be shed.”
Exodus 21:14 “If a man schemes and kills another man deliberately, take him away … and put him to death.”

Oh well it’s ok then since it’s in the bible. Hold on a sec let me read a bit further and….oh. Ummm. Yeah, I uh, well it kind of goes on to include things like sodomy, bestiality, incest, kidnapping, prostitution, adultery, perjury, blasphemy, female promiscuity before marriage, talking back to parents, working on the Sabbath, showing contempt for a judge or priest, false prophecy, owning an ox that kills someone, and being rebellious as all similarly worthy of death. That’s a lot of killing we’d have to do. Courtney Love alone qualifies for pretty much all those categories.

So I can expect the moral majority to get their act together and start pushing for god’s hit list soon right. Kill those Dr’s in N.O. for a start and then just drop a bomb on those Hollywood perverts. Think of all the rockers thy can get rid of just on the talking back and rebellious charge. I’ll miss Henry Rollins but at least those Gallagher boys wont be around to trouble us anymore. Dionne Warwick is in trouble on that false prophecy charge along with anyone else who’s ever called themselves a psychic. And those poor animals on the Discovery Channel. At least 2 chages against them.

Come to think of it 6 of those categories above apply to me. I sure hope those Christian’s have at least a little moral hypocrisy in them. You think they might?

A Time Report And More Ideological Cronyism On Team America

To continue with the subject of my Posing In Still Life post, I must mention a few things that help capture just what an out of touch and counterfeit politician and human being His Fraudulency really is.

The president with a little p has a well documented history of thinking with his ideology rather than his brain and the sorry state of affairs in the Gulf Coast is serving as a rather cruel and painful symbol of this. The neo-cons Grover Norquist inspired pablum about small government is at the heart of their ignoring environmentalists and local warnings in Louisiana and instead giving wetlands over to corporate America to rape. Their lack of preparedness in responding to this nightmare goes back to the Republican contempt for using the government to provide any kind of public assistance. Why do anything a corporation can do for profit and without federal employees getting benefits or pensions? Never mind for now my prior point about how this incompetent response exposes their Homeland Security organization and rhetoric as the political tool to cynically serve industry. Just think about how much better things would have been if they took poor people, and the responsibility of their elected officials to assist them, seriously.

That ideological fervor is also responsible for choosing like-minded cronies to work in key areas rather than people actually qualified due to experience, education, or competence. The issues regarding Brown and Chertoff are becoming well document but tonight we have this from Time who has uncovered further embarrasing lengths of administrative nepotism and mocking of the importance of government to the people who give it strength.

Time is reporting that Michael Brown, Bush’s appointee in 2003 to head FEMA after succeeding Bush’s political ally and friend Joe Allbough, who just happens to have been college roomates with Brown, lied on his resume. The lies are backed by a White House bio on “Brownie,” as well. Brown and his FEMA bio reported that he had acted as City Manager for emergency services in Oklahoma between 75-78. In this role he supposedly and reportedly oversaw the division.

In fact, according to Claudia Deakins, head of public relations for the city of Edmond, Brown was an “assistant to the city manager” from 1977 to 1980, not a manager himself, and had no authority over other employees. “The assistant is more like an intern,” she told TIME.

His legal bio included a credit for:

Outstanding Political Science Professor, Central State University”. However, Brown “wasn’t a professor here, he was only a student here,” says Charles Johnson, News Bureau Director in the University Relations office at the University of Central Oklahoma…As for the honor of “Outstanding Political Science Professor,” Johnson says, “I spoke with the department chair yesterday and he’s not aware of it.” Johnson could not confirm that Brown made the Dean’s list or was an “Outstanding Political Science Senior,” as is stated on his online profile.

Stephen Jones, lead d.a. on the Timothy McVeigh case, was Brown’s boss and says of Brown in the Time piece, “He did mainly transactional work, not litigation,” “there was a feeling that he was not serious and somewhat shallow.” Acording to Jones Brown was soon fired.

Not serious? Somewhat shallow? Hmmm Dick this is a guy we ought to take a hard look at.

And if that wasn’t enough for Dick and Bush it is perhaps the following from that article that illustrates just what Team America saw in this comparitive wunderkind: “Yes. Mike Brown worked for me. He was my administrative assistant. He was a student at Central State University,” recalls former city manager Bill Dashner. “Mike used to handle a lot of details. Every now and again I’d ask him to write me a speech. He was very loyal. He was always on time. He always had on a suit and a starched white shirt.”

There it is. This administrations main concern. Loyalty and looking the part. Roll up the sleeves and look like a real guy. Look grave standing with firefighters and policemen at Ground Zero while cutting their benefits and workforce. Take firefighters from rescue ops to stand behind you while marching purposefully toward nothing. THe following probably cinched the gig for Brown though.

Embattled FEMA head Mike Brown insists he is well-qualified to lead the nation’s disaster response agency – though he spent his time before joining the Federal Emergency Management Agency probing whether a breeder was performing liposuction on a horse’s rear end.

He’s got experience with Hose’s asses George. He’s the man to work for you. Seriously, that was from The Daily News. Unbelievable.

But it gets worse. Awash with stories about the rampant inequality and destitution of the pople in New Orleans what does small p do? He issues an executive order suspending something called the Davis-Bacon Law which forces contractors to pay workers an areas prevailing wage. Get that? He’s taking advantage of another catastrophe to push for something he’s wanted for his coporate sugar daddies. This heartless and souless cretin is putting people who are going to be absolutely miserable and who are already poverty stricken on notice that when rebuilding starts they wont even get minimum wage now!

How the fuck does the dick sleep at night?

Come to think of it it’s probably not hard since he’s been raised far from the madding crowd in his own private paradise with a dad who not only bailed him out of every mistake (and there were many), but one who when he was on campaign trail was so out of touch he didn’t know what in the hell a supermarket price scanner was. Need we look any further than his domineering, and according to many stories, hate filled snobbish mother, who while visiting victims at the Astrodome made this absolutely remarkable comment: “And so many of the people in the arena here, you know, were underprivileged anyway, so this–this (she
chuckles slightly) is working very well for them.” Editor&Publisher

Apple doesn’t fall far huh?

Where’s bloody Robespierre when you need him.

Star Wars and Superman News

Came across the following courtesy of The Movie Blog.

Some fans are in the process of making Star Wars The Musical. The songs are all done and available here. You can also get linked to the video of one completed part of the film for a song titled One Season More. It’s actually quite a stirring and emotional little tune. What I’ve listened to so far of the rest of it sounds pretty fun too. There’s also South Park animation that the songs are put to available there as well.

Very cool.

For Star Wars geeks, in edition to more well knows sites like Jedi Net, check out Wikicities, aka Wookiepedia. Another comprehensive site for info on all things Star Wars. From there you can get some info on the t.v. series set to launch in 07 or 08. Among the facts reported are that Lucas will write and direct the first year, the run will total 100 episodes, it will take place between eps III and IV, and the guy who played the young Boba Fett has been asked to be involved. Among the rumors are that Kevin Smith will have a role in the show, Matthew Newton of Farscape will play Anakin/Vader or another role, and was actually Lucas’s second choice for the role in the movie after Hayden Christenson, and major characters from the movies may pop in here and there.

Side movie note also from The Movie Blog, Reports are that Bryan Singer’s Superman is budgeted for $250 million. Only 34 films have ever even made this much and they need that just to break even. Saw a pic of Kevin Spacey as Lex Luther. Looked right for the role. Don’t know anything about this Brandon Routh fellow playing Supes but one photo did look a little Chris Reeve-ish. It;s slated for 2006 release and it’ll be interesting to see what they do with that kind of budget.

But check out One Season More and listen to the other songs. I laughed, I cried, i pirouetted. With titles like Do You Speak Bocce, and Let’s Blow This Thing, you know if you’re a fan who grew up with Star Wars, you will too.

The Machinist II

Guilt. That’s what this film is about. Maybe you shoulnd’t know that going in but if you’ve read the prior review of it on this site by the very astute moviephile Brandonicus, you already know that. The lead character says at one point in what is either a snippet of a waking dream or a psychotic episode, “A little guilt goes a long way.” And it goes for Trevor Reznick. Plus you get at least 2 Dostoyevsky references. I’m sure other reviews mention it as well so there you have it. Do with it what you may. Reznick does alot.

But why is he so messed up. We get little hints that he was a pretty decent guy who got along with coworkers, drove a cool car, and does ok with the ladies. But now his workmates hate him, he drives a crappy pick up, and his woman is a hooker. Figuring out what’s up with Trevor Reznick is part of the viewing process as you enter into his world of sleep deprivation and minimal food consumption. Something’s not right in the world of a guy, who after a year without sleep, operates heavy machinery for a living. Clearly the guy’s got to be a bit on the drowsy side. Every prescription warning label is all about not combining that quality with that activity. But Trevor continues to operate even as his coworkers notice his strange deterioration into a burnt out stick figure.

Much is made of Christian Bale’s weight loss for this film and it is amazing, creepy, and scary, all at once. He strikes a pose at one point for his heart of gold call girl Stevie, played by Jennifer Jason Leigh, that is meant to recall Concentration Camp victims. It fits since clearly this guy is on the Krakow diet plan. Problem is his is a self imposed prison that has him wondering who’s out to get him and why. A strange new coworker shows up that no one will acknowledge, pictures and post-its are found where they shouldn’t be, the latter with cryptic messages including a game of Hangman hinting at a way out of this nightmare that wont let him go.

But the mystery is not so much as to whether he’s going nuts as it is to why. Both protagonist and viewer embark on stark and gritty tour of his nightmarish dreamscape to get at just what’s eating Trevor Reznick.
Trevor himself is doing precious little eating and at least twice in the film someone says to him, “if you were any thinner you wouldn’t exist.” And he doesn’t. At least not the Trevor he was at another point at least a year prior. His physical form has begun manifesting the inward dessication that has turned him into someone quite possibly trying to become invisible or so insignificant he can quietly slip the bonds of reality without anyone noticing.

It’s this point of view that gives Bale’s sacrifice meaning. Without it it seems like the same movie could have been made without putting it’s lead actor through such dangerous deprivations. If you haven’t seen him in this yet, it’s pretty startling. You’d never know this is the same guy from American Psycho and Batman Begins. He wasn’t required to go to such lengths. The script did call for a skeletal looking guy, but Bale took it to extremes in losing a third of his body weight. Certainly a robust figure would not have worked but I think the idea of him being an insomniac for a year puts us into enough of a clued in mode that something is wrong, he’s on edge, and possibly going mad.

But this is cinema. The visual representation of all this does come across in a more visceral way when you see what this guy looks like. And when you see him as escaping the bonds of reality both physically and emotionally, you clearly get a better sense when you see the emaciated version.

The Machinist has a certain dream like quality that’s effecting me more afterwards than it did during my viewing it last night. That’s probably purposeful. The film is shot at a languid pace and with a sort of bilious green color pallette. It’s like for Reznick, since he cant sleep and dream life is becoming a paranoid nightmare and is losing its color, becoming very washed out. The look reminded me a bit of the colors used when we’re inside The Matrix in that film. There is was meant to convey the green tint of a computer screen, which is not far off from its use here. Inside the Matrix the people playing their roles are really asleep
in a sort of nightmare. Reznick is in a waking nightmare and as out of touch with reality as those serving the machines. Things are given an even more dreary look here with a more grey tone mixed in, a tone that presumably matches Reznick’s mood.

As for the role of machinery in this movie, besides possibly serving the ironic purpose I stated above, maybe all the gears, levers, and gadgets we see moving about and causing two dangerous situations in the movie, are metaphors for those of the brain, which for Trevor are operating under dangerous conditions. The warning about heavy machinery and drugs that induce drowsiness puts me in mind of the usual accompaniment to that warning, which is not to drive. Operating heavy machinery and driving a car both figure into this tale prominently. I won’t say how here. I’ll save that for a longer spoiler filled discussion in the forum for those interested in further discussion.

But is the journey into Reznick’s mind worth taking? As i watched the movie i was on the fence about this. There isn’t alot of mystery to solve. Clearly he’s losing it and the reasons why became mostly apparent to me before it was revealed in the final minutes. The slow pace is not for everyone, but I like atmosphere in a movie and this movie has a nice blend of old time Hollywood psychological thriller pacing and feel along the Hitchcockian mode and a modern arty element. The intense atmosphere revolving around guilt, murder, and mental instabilty definitely draw something from Crime & Punishment, which is playing on a marquee in the movie. There is another ref to The Idiot as well, which may have more to do with nature of his relationship with Stevie. The pace is purposeful and part of the storytelling device. That it is staying with me is a testement to Director Brad Anderson’s attempt to create a dreamlike landscape and a haunted character study. Though there is no happy Hollywood ending there is a note of quiet redemption and victory. I could have used a bit more meat to the plot, but irregardless any movie that manages to get under the skin and stick around for a bit is a worthwhile see and gets my approval.

Navy cheers and jeers

From the N.Y. Times:

Navy helicopter pilots Lt. David Shand and Lt. Matt Udkow had been assigned to deliver water and other suplies to a military facility near Mississippi.

But as the two helicopters were heading back home, the crews picked up a radio transmission from the Coast Guard saying helicopters were needed near the University of New Orleans to help with rescue efforts, the two pilots said.

Out of range for direct radio communication with Pensacola, more than 100 miles to the east, the pilots said, they decided to respond and turned their helicopters around, diverting from their mission without getting permission from their home base. Within minutes, they were over New Orleans.

With rescue personel below them but not in flooded areas where needed they headed for people waving from rooftops and bridges, risking themselves to save 110 people including two blind residents they had enter the darkened building to find and lead out.

Recalling the rescues in an interview, he became so emotional that he had to stop and compose himself. At one point, he said, he executed a tricky landing at a highway overpass, where more than 35 people were marooned.

Lieutenant Udkow said that he saw few other rescue helicopters in New Orleans that day. The toughest part, he said, was seeing so many people imploring him to pick them up and having to leave some.

“I would be looking at a family of two on one roof and maybe a family of six on another roof, and I would have to make a decision who to rescue,” he said. “It wasn’t easy.”

And while officials back at Pensacola Fla later granted permission to continue the resue opps they had started without consent due to lack of communication with their main base, their Commander, “told them that while helping civilians was laudable, the lengthy rescue effort was an unacceptable diversion from their main mission of delivering supplies. With only two helicopters available at Pensacola to deliver supplies, the base did not have enough to allow pilots to go on prolonged search and rescue operations.”

For his vocal opposition to this policy Udkow, “was taken out of the squadron’s flying rotation temporarily and assigned to oversee a temporary kennel established at Pensacola to hold pets of service members evacuated from the hurricane-damaged areas.”

Dozens of military aircraft are now conducting search and rescue missions over the affected areas. But privately some members of the Pensacola unit say the base’s two available transport helicopters should have been allowed to do more to help civilian victims in the days after the storm hit, when large numbers of military helicopters had not reached the affected areas.

In protest, some members of the unit have stopped wearing a search and rescue patch on their sleeves that reads, “So Others May Live.”

This is part of that same bueracracy that caused those same FEMA officials mentioned in prior post to warn those volunteer firefighters not to talk to reporters. Part of that same protect the president (small p on purpose as long as this lower case official and human being is in the office), mentality that puts appearances above all things.

Came across a blurb about how they are trying to close all military installations within 100 miles of D.C. and that military officaials in photo ops with His Fraudulency are not allowed to wear firearms. Could they be afraid of these guys finally snapping in open revolt against small p for fucking them so royally? Probably not, but it’s nice to know they’re not all towing party lines and that many believe in the cause.

Posing In Still Life

Still LifeHow bad is it when even the infectious N.Y Post is coming down hard on the administration’s response to Katrina (finally a name worthy of a destructive Hurricane by the way). NY Post A separate article in the Post is titled with the papers usual flair for anti-journalistic standards, FEMA Fool Sat On His Hands , but unusually applied to one of Bush’s, and therefore Rupert Murdoch’s peeps, Michael Brown. One of the big stories making the rounds now is that Brown’s credentials for this crucial job was judging Arabian Horse shows as part of his gig at the International Arabian Horse Association. This is a guy who told CNN, on Thursday night that, “he did not know that thousands of people had no food or water at the New Orleans convention center — even though TV images had shown their plight all day.” S.F. Chronicle

His is another example of a patronage appointment by Bush to reward his cronies. Doing it to a position with life and death issue at stake, especially when you consider that FEMA would be a part of any of the horrific terrorist scenarios this administration frightened people into voting for them to stop, shows that not only have they knowingly overstated the terrorist threat, but that the lives of American’s who don’t make 6 figures are absolutely inconsequential to them. They know full well it is the poor and desperate who make up the bulk of troops dying in Iraq and that any natural catastrophe here would mainly hit those not part of what Bush knows is his support system.

Now he’s saying, “Brownie,” as he affectionately calls a guy who doesn’t rock the boat like a good soldier shouldn’t, is doing a great job. That he can look into cameras while people are suffering so badly and say this about a man becoming one of the symbols of that suffering is further indication of the complete disconnect this spoiled, pampered brat has from the reality of the vast majority of citizens.

But somehow he fooled many of those people into voting for him partially by convincing them he was just like them! But hey, it’s all part of American politics. It’s how the game is played. You hire people like Karl Rove to portray an image because the reality can’t stand alone. Images seem to be part of what Team America is all about. When Bown finally reacted to Katrina one his instructional pri0rities was to, “convey a positive image,” about the government’s response for victims.

Maybe that’s why when 1400 or so firefighters around the country volunteered to go down and help out with the rescue missions they instead were put to use as Community Relations officers for FEMA, to hand out fliers, give out phone numbers, and take classes on sexual harrasment while their expertise in such areas as haz-mat, search and rescue, and paramedic certification go to waste as more people await help. Salt Lake Tribune

Some of these guys are walking away now, feeling useless as they try to field questions about insurance policies when out in the field while their cities foot the bill of their being there doing a job FEMA officials say they are uniquely qualified to do because they already have background checks and can be considered federal employees.

But the biggest example of the misallocation of resources to put a Potemkin spin on an administration without substance comes from this picture above and linked from Daily Kos.

In it we see some of the 50 volunteers who were ushered to Lousiana. To rescue desperate survivors? Of course not. They’re not part of Team America. No, they were sent to pose with His Fraudulency as he toured some of the area. Notice also Bush rolling up his sleeves in the picture. Familiar image right? Remember him on the campaign trail appealing to all those normal folk by pushing up the shirt sleeves and getting down to business. Do they think now it was any more real than this repulsive display?

Does anyone believe his posing at Ground Zero with firefighters and the American flag meant anymore to this society Belle than using them to give him some street cred here? What won’t this delinquent do to make himself look good? What disaster can’t be used to his advantage and that of his co-conspirators? Does this guy really believe in anything or are his devotions of faith just as much a facade as everything else about him? Judging from his reckless misuse, disregard, and opportunism in the face of 2 of the worst tragedies in American history that he has happened to preside over, and from his servitude to corporate America and the free market ideal, I’d say this guy was a social Darwinist if anything. He’s certainly not a man of god.

I Want My MTV

Ok I’ll admit it. I miss MTV. I miss the novelty of music on tv, I miss VJ’s, I miss Kurt Loder bringing gravity to what amounted to news about bullshit (except when Kurt Cobain died), I miss pop stars living larger than life and their silly little songs writ visually. Oh sure I complained that they were sell outs, and that someone who really appreciated music wouldn’t want to see any other interpretation of a song that only takes away from the one in their head (Pearl Jam rules!). Yes i complained that MTV reduced our attention span and even aided Reagan (teamed conspiratorially with Madonna) in turning us into the Material Nation. Maybe it was just the naivete of youth but it was entertaining and somehow hopeful.

There was an innocence in the decadence that’s missing today. Maybe its kids being much more savvy now and exposed to so much so fast, but somehow it all seems too cynical and fake. The songs too self-referential, the lyrics ugly and hurtfull, the gangland killings much more visceral…wait a sec, that’s new. No coast wars or musical mafias back then. Kajagoogoo never called out Bananarama at the vma’s. Boy George had better things to do to puppets than have a posse attack them. Motley Crue didn’t have sex with underage girls…well ok we don’t have proof they did. And the tunes weren’t bad. Who can’t still sing along with Everybody Wants To Rule The World, Cruel Summer, Jump, or Looks That Kill? Will anyone still be singing Candy Shop? When they are 40 are we going to see some guy with his mixed tape of classics from the aughts yelling, ” Had me thinking ’bout that ass after I’m gone, lights on or lights off, she like it from behind.”

Timeless stuff right?

I can remember when the video awards were a big deal. They just held the 2005 vma’s. Did you know? I didn’t. Not until about a week later. I mean who cares about 50 Cent going there to fake another drama with some guy named Fat Joe. You’ve got posses running around calling themselves G Unit’s and Terror Squads acting like mobsters intimidating for guys with names better suited to cartoon characters.

And what’s out there musically that gets noticed in large venues like this? Green Day did well apparently and that’s nice since i liked stuff off of American Idiot but didn’t that album come out in Bush’s first term? The awards were fun at one time with hosts that had comedic talent and Madonna rolling around on the stage in in that white gown and David Lee Roth being the harmless idiot a front man for a rock group is supposed to be.

I know it sounds like I’m being an old fogey and lamenting lost youth as I chastise today’s music. But I like some of today’s music. It’s MTV that sucks. I want to see creative videos that either enhanced the subject matter or had fun with it, not songs and videos that are primarily meant to enhance nothing but their singers name and reputation. how many self referential songs can people listen to before they lose identity? Now you have all these guys acting like Spinal Tap at these shows as 5o cent demands condoms and KFC backstage, he and P Diddy demanded no pork to be in their vicinity, not just their rooms mind you, but in the immediate area! The rockers tried to stay true to their roots and simply demanded Red Bull (Green Day and Coldplay), and also for Billie Joe Armstrong and the lads, a fifth of silver tequila, a fifth of whiskey (Jameson or Bushmills), a fifth of vodka (Grey Goose, Vox or Belvedere) and four bottles of wine.

Coldplay wanted vodka and wine, plus no fewer than 48 bottles of lager – specifically demanding that no American beers be included. The band’s menu had organic soup and free-range chicken on the table, and three packs of Marlboro Lights. God bless Kelly Clarkson who only wanted candles and had her contract stipulate with the word please. Plus she’s just so adorable even if shes a contest winner.

And do they even have vj’s anymore? Or videos for that matter? I miss Alan Hunter and Martha Quinn. Alan was witty and Martha had spunk and I like spunk. Nina Blackwood and J.J. Jackson were a bit scary, but hey if Martha hung with them how bad could they be. But these were people you kind of knew. Not supermodels.

I’m not blind to the dark side of that era. In some ways i think the 80′s are more the quintessential American decade than the 60′s. It was all “greed is good,” sloganeering, advertised prosperity with it’s invisible money, credit, floating currency, mounting debt, while we took comfort from that doddering old fool of a father figure who reassured us with his senile smile. I’m speaking of course of Milton Bearle in Round And Round…no Ronnie of course, Bonzo’s favorite Commader in Chief, a leader even a monkey could love.

It’s just so appropriate that it was also the dawn of MTV since it reinforced that economic and political superficiality on a cultural level.

I mean really, as anti-establishment as Madonna may be she was Reagan’s wet dream-we are the material girl, strike a pose,we’re keeping the baby.

And I kind of miss it.

Now MTV is useless. If it defines a generation as the 80′s did for generation x, we may have been poseurs full of excess and ego, but then today you’ve got a generation immersed in the reality programming that features people pretending to be natural and not notice the cameras. That is ego mixed with prevarication. In other words it’s bullshit. Reality tv is bullshit and there is nothing real about it.

MTV started it all with The Real World. Do people still watch it? I think that’s where historians will start when they calibrate the chronology of the end times for pop culture if we don’t escape this morass. It’s ironic that the very first one set in Manhattan is still, after over a decade of them, most people’s favorite and that many list Andre as their favorite character despite that fact that he was never around and couldn’t be bothered to hang around with the group or be involved in their dramas. He had a band. Who needs all the bullshit. That’s cool. Of course he still agreed to be on the show. So maybe the cool was calculated. Maybe the fault line starts with Andre. He was that missing link between cool and affected cool, that has led us to just affected and fake today. Andre is the Bigfoot of the mtv back woods. A sad beast striding into the shadows with a quick glance back to see who’s watching and quite possibly sweating his ass off under a gorilla outfit.

It’s not your fault Andre. You couldn’t have known.

21 Grams

I’ve just gotten the chance to see this indie film and want to comment on it because some of its messages feel so revelent to me as a summer of pain, loss, and regret comes to an even worse close. This is a review and philosophical discussion since I’m kind of using the film as a launching point into some of what it touches on and more.

Director Alejandro Gonzalez Inarritu chooses to use a non linear approach to telling a pretty powerful story about 3 interlocking but seperate lives all touched by pain, loss, guilt, and each other. The technique’s relevence is certainly debatable since the movie’s main messages don’t depend on it and the story is pretty powerful enough without any tricks. Borrowing loosely from such films as Pulp Fiction and Momento who play with linearality, Inarritu doesn’t need the approach to suit his story as much as those other two films did. Or perhaps he needed it more because without it the story might just be too morbid and depressing to handle without some novelty and puzzle piecing being done by the audience. Structurally the method is not needed, but emotionally it may say something about the fine distinctions between our choices, as well as those between the seemingly powerful cusp moments of our life and the random prosaic ones that intertwine to complete each other.

Paul’s (Sean Penn), relationship with Christine (Naomi Watts), and Mary start off appearing as one thing that a normal telling would have made less understandable and sympathetic to the audience. Jack (Benicio Del Toro), is a religious convert whose revelations are cast in a new light when the sequences we assume led to it are distorted and what we think made Jack turn to Jesus actually does something else entirely. I think this renders the characters more fully real somehow. It’s as if taking them out of the realm of cause and effect judgment lessens and sympathy grows. How important is all this to the movie though?

Not vital in my opinion, but it did add to my ability to sympathize with the characters own confusion and human tendencies towards remixing our lives through the filters of our pain and need rather than reality. By seeing these events torn from out of a normal linear storytelling progression I felt better able to understand each characters disorientation and feel the inevitability of an ending that nevertheless is not exactly what we bargained for. And that feels a bit like life to me.

Perhaps there is something to be made in how the nature of the relationships and the chronology we assume makes the most sense as we piece the puzzle together, turns on itself and plays with our expectations. We get snatches out of the lives of the 3 key characters played by Watts, Penn, and Del Toro, that, like memories, are played back in that random but pertinent way our own minds recall key times in our life as we try to put together the pieces of who we are and why. We remember a missed opportunity here, a wrong decision there, a painful loss everywhere without neccessarily putting it in temporal order as if we’re remembering our lives like a novel or movie. This film doesn’t go that far back, and in act it’s temporal boundries get shorter and its thematic moments narrower as the film progresses. But when I look back at where I’ve been, why I’m here, and where I may be going, it doesn’t play like a mathematical progression between point a and b. Maybe that’s why Penn is a mathematics teacher who is ultimately and literally without a human heart . But when i try to reconcile all that living, regret, pain, loss etc, it seems like one moment could be easily interchanged with another along the timeline to get the same result.

Is that because of some kind of biological determinism? our we shaped by our childhood’s? The movie isn’t neccessarliy asking those questions, but in it we see 3 characters who seem to be inexorably the same in their patterns before and after some of the fims key events. I’m not sure they are changed, as much as more actualized, in the moments that will come to define them.

The title refers to some somewhat half-assed narration in the film that tells us that when we die we lose 21 grams at the moment of death. What made up that 21 grams is a question the film wants us to ask ourselves. Is it the soul? Our memories? Our pain, regret, anger, hate, guilt, loss, or hope?

All 3 main figures lose so much. They die many deaths and suffer so much misery. I was left to wonder if the nature of their suffering was so great it was impossible to return to any place of hope or brightness. Were they so iredeemably reduced to a place of pure nihilism with the random brutality of life’s meaning-negating tragedies and misfortune, that parts of them died long before their lives ended? Were they shells of humanity stripped bare of all those hopes and aspirations to more? Or were they desolate from the get go and finding their natural paths downward and meeting each other along the way?

There’s a key image from the film that i won’t reveal entirely, but which seems to symbolize a vessel as a junk container without that which it’s designed to hold. Put another way: are we just rusted junkheaps inside without those qualities we call soul to fill them up. It is a state these characters seem to be in as they have lost all connection to deeper meaning due to the enormity of their transgressions and those committed against them. They are shells who exist in form only but whose essence is gone as whatever gave them meaning has been taken away. These people clearly lost something in the process of their lives.

If I contemplate what kind of person I think I’ve been or fear I may become I wonder how much of it is the experiences or just inherent weaknesses that consume from the inside until they are all that’s left. As i watch that reel of my past up until now and get scatalogical glimpses of a rejection in the 10th grade, fights won and lost in years prior to that, the loss of my grandmother at 11, decisions made about different things at vastly different ages that all seem to be about the same thing now, a girl I never asked out in the 8th grade even though…a string of rejection and betrayals by the same woman over 6 years all interspersed, my own failures to foster relationships, the death of one so young and its effect, a job choice not made or ignored, the decision to eat that 2nd Big Mac out of something other than hunger, skipping that class, following numerous paths of least resistance, all of it seems woven into a pattern that could be changed around but still be of a piece.

As I think back on things that have been, is it my memories and all their collective associations with guilt, anger, hate of both internal and external natures, pain, and assorted other emotions that combine to make a thing we call soul? And is any of it something real. Something with weight? Does all this disillusionment take as much away from living as whatever leaves the body at death? Or is it that which leaves the body? If everyone has that same 21 grams it seems the inference is that our personal experiences don’t effect things that much and that whatever leaves is pretty much standard issue for us all. But the film seems to belie that notion featuring characters whose experiences are just a shade outside the norm. Throw in the fact that the assertion the movie makes and the “they,” reported to have made this claim about post mortem weith loss is pretty dubious and mostly discredited, and some of this falls apart, as does much of the movies point with this somewhat forced narration. But forget that for a moment. Literallyanyway.

Does it still not make you wonder how much does just living in a world so seemingly bereft of meaning take from us? Can death take more and if so is it’s weight of a Hummingbird more or less than all those memories?

I think the Director may want us to wonder if it is the memories and all their weight we take on that leaves us at death and that in life that 21 grams feels more like a surfeit of emptiness that engulfs us. Would we be better off if we could release that weight in life? These people are burdened. By the guilt of killing a family, by moving on, by the breakdown of the physical body, by Jesus, and by drugs. Their pain is palpable and if it doesn’t weigh something physically could its spiritual weight be all that’s left of hope and humanity by the time we die and have lost so much? A baby doesn’t weigh alot, but a baby once here and now gone weighs a ton. A lost love’s place in a world where love comes so rarely is enormous, potential squandered in a relatively short lifetime another source of possible attrition. What do these types of events do to our realizations and the way we live our lives?

I remember a teacher in the 7th grade at St Peter’s in Yonkers, N.Y. Miss Harmody as I recall. She called me a romantic and was quick to point out to the class and me that she didn’t mean what everyone thinks of by that word. At least what giggling, horny, pubecent teenagers think of. But what I recall is that she said it with an almost sad and regretful tone as if she was seeing how it would be my undoing. I’ve seen that image of that day alot over my life and more than ever understand her tone. In a world that has failed so miserably to live up to those expectations, and as a person who has failed as well, my 21 grams at the moment i shuffle off the mortal coil may be the cynic that the romantic gave birth to and the extra weight of carrying it around is palpable and unescapable. like Penn’s character who understands the reductionism of mathematics but tries to honor his Tin Man heart by trying to give its more abstract parts to its previous owners wife, how many of us get lost in the darkness and in it try to grope clumsily for a way back to the light only to find out, as Paul does, that we can never get that heart we started with back?

Or maybe the point is that no matter his inability to fix things, heal his or anyone’s pain, that despite all this world takes from us, despite all that our soul’s take on, it remains sweet as chocolate and light as 21 grams as it departs our dessicated shells, which take the brunt of misused, or victimized lives, merely appearing to hold nothing, and gaining its pride in letting go.

Sex, Lies, and Civil Liberties

In part due to pressure from an ACLU filed lawsuit against The Silver Ring Thing, the Dept Of Health & Human Services announced recently that funding would be cut off from the group. Ring Thing is part of a nationwide ministry using abstinence only sex ed to keep people sexless until marriage and teach them about Jesus. What’s wrong with this you might ask? Well two things mainly.

The first is that the group was being funded with our tax dollars which violates our constitution and the Establishment Clause forbidding the entanglement of religion and government. The group actually goes so far as to have, “Teenage graduates of the program sign a covenant “before God Almighty” to remain virgins and earn a silver ring inscribed with a Bible passage reminding them to “keep clear of sexual sin.” See Washington Post. . Besides being creepy this is illegal while people like me are footing the bill. But though this group is being at least temporarily stopped until submitting a corrective action plan, it is one of many such programs supported by our President who tells friends that God chose him to win the 2000 election he actually lost.

Over the last 8 years the federal government has spent more than $700 million taxpayer dollars on abstinence-only-until-marriage programs (ACLU Site). This desire to stop pre-marital sex is of course also linked to the abortion issue, which proponents thinking says will decrease if only husbands and wives are doing it. So if a combanation of abstinence and Jesus are instilled in our youth, kids will behave, not get pregnant before they can handle it, and not get abortions.

This brings us to problem # 2. As usual the evidence completely undermines the religious right’s viewpoint. As the ACLU site puts it:

Evidence shows that abstinence-only-until-marriage programs do not prevent teens from having sex before marriage. Moreover, research indicates that many of these programs actually deter teens from protecting themselves from unintended pregnancy or sexually transmitted diseases when they become sexually active.

Among the evidence that these programs do more harm is a recent report by Representative Henry Waxman, who notes,

abstinence-only curriculums are riddled with falsehoods and sectarian religious instruction, informing students that sweat and tears can spread HIV, condoms fail 31 percent of the time, 5 to 10 percent of women who have abortions become sterile and life begins at conception.

While there’s no evidence that abstinence-only programs work, studies have proven the effectiveness of comprehensive sex education in preventing unwanted pregnancies and STDs–but no federal funding exists specifically for these programs.

The Nation.

Now you can find studies that show abstinence only is a smashing success. Problem is you’ll only find them at such sites as that of The Heritage Foundation a right wing think tank that, that as with studies on global warming that show it’s not real, can be traced to sponsoring by ideological supporters as the latter’s studies are traced mostly to Exxon-Mobil. The American Psychiatric Association, which has no such links to any party or ideology other than facts, reports the following:

The APA Committee on Psychology and AIDS is charged with providing policy direction and oversight for activities related to HIV/AIDS. An area of concern, according to the committee members, is that while current Federal policy actively supports widespread implementation of abstinence-only education programs as a way to prevent HIV transmission, there is little scientific evidence that these programs work. Those few studies which report evidence in support of abstinence only and abstinence until marriage programs have very limited generalizability because they did not use appropriate comparison groups and they did not use the type of sampling strategies required to ensure minimum bias in the selection of research subjects.

APA

Get it? They cheated. But not using scientifically approved methods to do studies and testing is nothing new of groups funded by agencies who believe science is taking us away from that great control group in the sky.

In fact the evidence shows that sex-ed programs that are comprehensive and combine condom use and abstinence reduce teen sex, and therefore abortions with it. But the agenda of the controlling political party and their religious base won’t allow the facts and good sense to get in the way of what sounds good and feels right. As usual it’s out with logic and in with the emotional. And it’s not only their Christian kids who are paying the price with unwanted pregnancies, abortions, or bad self-images. The rights agenda is killing people all over the world.

The Republicans have pushed for and gotten defunding of the U.N.’s Population Fund. Why? Because it promotes condom usage to prevent AIDS. Here and abroad HIV rates go up as funding for the faith based programs go up and secular programs go down. This administration has made a point of making life difficult for secular agencies, especially ones that have anything to do with homosexuals or condoms. They have, “audited, censored and defunded HIV-prevention programs geared toward at-risk groups,” as well as rewarding an abstinence only group $9 million as part of an AIDS fund for children despite, ” a USAID review committee that deemed the group “not suitable for funding.” Nation.

So though the ACLU won one there is much work to be done to prevent more manipulating of reality to promote a radical, unconstitutional, and deadly agenda from harming ourselves as much as it has already harmed those who trust in its tenets and the leaders who use them and the glory of god to glorify themselves.

Pat Robertson Strikes Again

Chief Justice William h Rehnquist dies from Cancer tonight. Yahoo News. So we have more proof that God listens to the prayers of idiots. Not content with God forcing Sandra Day o’Connor to resign, presumably under pressure of divine death threats, Robertson asked his fellow organized dirtbags to pray harder for another Supreme Court opening soon. So tonight Robertson’s mercenary divinity strikes again.
The criminals in the Right Wing fundamentalist halo mafia get their boy W one more shot at stacking the courts before a liberal gets into the White House. With the traitorous scumbags in the Democrat party once again putting up no fight over John Roberts nomination, there is little hope that our Supreme Court won’t more closely resemble the Imperial one led by Palpatine than the vanguards of equality, common sense, pragmatism, and ethics led by men like Oliver Wendel Holmes.
How long before their god starts targeting Michael Moore? Hillary Clinton? The Dixie Chicks for Christ’s sake. I think I see his plan now. He gets his fellow Sith-esque followers in positions to make important decisions and then, has a bunch of Jar Jar Binks to cast the votes that will one day make him supreme ruler of the United States.
Somebody put an A.P.B. out on this bastard! Stop god before he strikes again! Where’s a Jedi when you need one.