I’ve just gotten the chance to see this indie film and want to comment on it because some of its messages feel so revelent to me as a summer of pain, loss, and regret comes to an even worse close. This is a review and philosophical discussion since I’m kind of using the film as a launching point into some of what it touches on and more.
Director Alejandro Gonzalez Inarritu chooses to use a non linear approach to telling a pretty powerful story about 3 interlocking but seperate lives all touched by pain, loss, guilt, and each other. The technique’s relevence is certainly debatable since the movie’s main messages don’t depend on it and the story is pretty powerful enough without any tricks. Borrowing loosely from such films as Pulp Fiction and Momento who play with linearality, Inarritu doesn’t need the approach to suit his story as much as those other two films did. Or perhaps he needed it more because without it the story might just be too morbid and depressing to handle without some novelty and puzzle piecing being done by the audience. Structurally the method is not needed, but emotionally it may say something about the fine distinctions between our choices, as well as those between the seemingly powerful cusp moments of our life and the random prosaic ones that intertwine to complete each other.
Paul’s (Sean Penn), relationship with Christine (Naomi Watts), and Mary start off appearing as one thing that a normal telling would have made less understandable and sympathetic to the audience. Jack (Benicio Del Toro), is a religious convert whose revelations are cast in a new light when the sequences we assume led to it are distorted and what we think made Jack turn to Jesus actually does something else entirely. I think this renders the characters more fully real somehow. It’s as if taking them out of the realm of cause and effect judgment lessens and sympathy grows. How important is all this to the movie though?
Not vital in my opinion, but it did add to my ability to sympathize with the characters own confusion and human tendencies towards remixing our lives through the filters of our pain and need rather than reality. By seeing these events torn from out of a normal linear storytelling progression I felt better able to understand each characters disorientation and feel the inevitability of an ending that nevertheless is not exactly what we bargained for. And that feels a bit like life to me.
Perhaps there is something to be made in how the nature of the relationships and the chronology we assume makes the most sense as we piece the puzzle together, turns on itself and plays with our expectations. We get snatches out of the lives of the 3 key characters played by Watts, Penn, and Del Toro, that, like memories, are played back in that random but pertinent way our own minds recall key times in our life as we try to put together the pieces of who we are and why. We remember a missed opportunity here, a wrong decision there, a painful loss everywhere without neccessarily putting it in temporal order as if we’re remembering our lives like a novel or movie. This film doesn’t go that far back, and in act it’s temporal boundries get shorter and its thematic moments narrower as the film progresses. But when I look back at where I’ve been, why I’m here, and where I may be going, it doesn’t play like a mathematical progression between point a and b. Maybe that’s why Penn is a mathematics teacher who is ultimately and literally without a human heart . But when i try to reconcile all that living, regret, pain, loss etc, it seems like one moment could be easily interchanged with another along the timeline to get the same result.
Is that because of some kind of biological determinism? our we shaped by our childhood’s? The movie isn’t neccessarliy asking those questions, but in it we see 3 characters who seem to be inexorably the same in their patterns before and after some of the fims key events. I’m not sure they are changed, as much as more actualized, in the moments that will come to define them.
The title refers to some somewhat half-assed narration in the film that tells us that when we die we lose 21 grams at the moment of death. What made up that 21 grams is a question the film wants us to ask ourselves. Is it the soul? Our memories? Our pain, regret, anger, hate, guilt, loss, or hope?
All 3 main figures lose so much. They die many deaths and suffer so much misery. I was left to wonder if the nature of their suffering was so great it was impossible to return to any place of hope or brightness. Were they so iredeemably reduced to a place of pure nihilism with the random brutality of life’s meaning-negating tragedies and misfortune, that parts of them died long before their lives ended? Were they shells of humanity stripped bare of all those hopes and aspirations to more? Or were they desolate from the get go and finding their natural paths downward and meeting each other along the way?
There’s a key image from the film that i won’t reveal entirely, but which seems to symbolize a vessel as a junk container without that which it’s designed to hold. Put another way: are we just rusted junkheaps inside without those qualities we call soul to fill them up. It is a state these characters seem to be in as they have lost all connection to deeper meaning due to the enormity of their transgressions and those committed against them. They are shells who exist in form only but whose essence is gone as whatever gave them meaning has been taken away. These people clearly lost something in the process of their lives.
If I contemplate what kind of person I think I’ve been or fear I may become I wonder how much of it is the experiences or just inherent weaknesses that consume from the inside until they are all that’s left. As i watch that reel of my past up until now and get scatalogical glimpses of a rejection in the 10th grade, fights won and lost in years prior to that, the loss of my grandmother at 11, decisions made about different things at vastly different ages that all seem to be about the same thing now, a girl I never asked out in the 8th grade even though…a string of rejection and betrayals by the same woman over 6 years all interspersed, my own failures to foster relationships, the death of one so young and its effect, a job choice not made or ignored, the decision to eat that 2nd Big Mac out of something other than hunger, skipping that class, following numerous paths of least resistance, all of it seems woven into a pattern that could be changed around but still be of a piece.
As I think back on things that have been, is it my memories and all their collective associations with guilt, anger, hate of both internal and external natures, pain, and assorted other emotions that combine to make a thing we call soul? And is any of it something real. Something with weight? Does all this disillusionment take as much away from living as whatever leaves the body at death? Or is it that which leaves the body? If everyone has that same 21 grams it seems the inference is that our personal experiences don’t effect things that much and that whatever leaves is pretty much standard issue for us all. But the film seems to belie that notion featuring characters whose experiences are just a shade outside the norm. Throw in the fact that the assertion the movie makes and the “they,” reported to have made this claim about post mortem weith loss is pretty dubious and mostly discredited, and some of this falls apart, as does much of the movies point with this somewhat forced narration. But forget that for a moment. Literallyanyway.
Does it still not make you wonder how much does just living in a world so seemingly bereft of meaning take from us? Can death take more and if so is it’s weight of a Hummingbird more or less than all those memories?
I think the Director may want us to wonder if it is the memories and all their weight we take on that leaves us at death and that in life that 21 grams feels more like a surfeit of emptiness that engulfs us. Would we be better off if we could release that weight in life? These people are burdened. By the guilt of killing a family, by moving on, by the breakdown of the physical body, by Jesus, and by drugs. Their pain is palpable and if it doesn’t weigh something physically could its spiritual weight be all that’s left of hope and humanity by the time we die and have lost so much? A baby doesn’t weigh alot, but a baby once here and now gone weighs a ton. A lost love’s place in a world where love comes so rarely is enormous, potential squandered in a relatively short lifetime another source of possible attrition. What do these types of events do to our realizations and the way we live our lives?
I remember a teacher in the 7th grade at St Peter’s in Yonkers, N.Y. Miss Harmody as I recall. She called me a romantic and was quick to point out to the class and me that she didn’t mean what everyone thinks of by that word. At least what giggling, horny, pubecent teenagers think of. But what I recall is that she said it with an almost sad and regretful tone as if she was seeing how it would be my undoing. I’ve seen that image of that day alot over my life and more than ever understand her tone. In a world that has failed so miserably to live up to those expectations, and as a person who has failed as well, my 21 grams at the moment i shuffle off the mortal coil may be the cynic that the romantic gave birth to and the extra weight of carrying it around is palpable and unescapable. like Penn’s character who understands the reductionism of mathematics but tries to honor his Tin Man heart by trying to give its more abstract parts to its previous owners wife, how many of us get lost in the darkness and in it try to grope clumsily for a way back to the light only to find out, as Paul does, that we can never get that heart we started with back?
Or maybe the point is that no matter his inability to fix things, heal his or anyone’s pain, that despite all this world takes from us, despite all that our soul’s take on, it remains sweet as chocolate and light as 21 grams as it departs our dessicated shells, which take the brunt of misused, or victimized lives, merely appearing to hold nothing, and gaining its pride in letting go.
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